Welcome to My Wonderland

You said dont go back….. i got it… this hurts soo much… but i got it. Help me get thru this, God… i need you more than ever.

The only boy in my life who has never let me down. I love him with all of my heart. :)

The only boy in my life that has NEVER let me down. I love him with all my heart :)

So many horrible things keep happening in my life, and this new job is stressful as hell… God, i can’t do this alone…

I even broke down in church… God, i need help… everyday life is a chore right now, and a hard one like laundry by hand for quintuplets… its harder and harder to get out of bed every passing morning… i put no effort into anything… like nothings worth it… lifes not worth it… im starting to think this chemical imbalance is going to kill me

I keep getting worse and worse when im trying to get better… i cant do this on my own…

I can’t continue on this way, i’m not who i want to be. I’m just an extention of me…

I try to keep up a strong front for you, but im so vulnerable in reality…